mango.

LOCKED.

2007-09-20T08:55:42Z

credit to devster for FO banner.

post secret.

2007-09-18T00:20:21Z

"We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves happy. The amount of work is the same."

embed.

2007-08-07T07:50:40Z

new_voice @ 2007-08-06T00:11:00

2007-08-06T08:12:04Z

rest.

2007-07-24T00:09:18Z

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	33%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	24%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Indie	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	41%

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introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses self, negative, unadventurous, fearful, weird, focuses on people's hidden motives, paranoid, phobic, dependent, cautious, avoidant, semi intellectual

deserve.

2007-07-18T04:44:39Z

21 tomorrow.
-shrug-

new_voice @ 2007-07-08T18:25:00

2007-07-09T01:24:14Z

i want a new tattoo.
and i need a haircut.

new_voice @ 2007-06-28T20:46:00

2007-06-29T04:47:04Z

new_voice @ 2007-06-18T14:00:00

2007-06-18T22:00:57Z

I'll be 21 a month from today.
What the fuck.

loritab.

2007-01-08T05:43:53Z

i'm honestly not quite sure how i feel anymore.

frequent.

2006-09-12T09:44:50Z

you bring the drinks...i'll bring the fuck yous.

current capability.

2006-09-08T21:20:00Z

burnt up in the air.
1] Nuvole Bianche - Ludovico Einaudi
2] No Damn Good - Bea
3] Warning - Incubus
4] Freakish - Saves the Day
5] Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now - The Smiths
6] Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want - The Smiths
7] Make Yourself at Home - The Starting Line
8] Attractive Today - Motion City Soundtrack
9] Save Us - Cartel
10] Under the Knife - Rise Against
11] Paper Wings - Rise Against
12] Life Less Frightening - Rise Against
13] Ready to Fall - Rise Against
14] Ready - The Starting Line
15] Young Pilgrims - The Shins
16] Due Tramonti - Ludovico Einaudi

fo sho.

2006-08-02T00:43:22Z

"Nobody would be doing anything if they knew what they were in for."

new_voice @ 2006-06-10T13:36:00

2006-06-10T20:36:58Z

new layout.
always.

new_voice @ 2006-04-27T13:17:00

2006-04-27T20:17:28Z

The good girls are the ones that turn your world upside down.

like the 80s.

2006-03-29T11:08:29Z

I should be going to the discotheque. Do kids still go to the discotheque?

new_voice @ 2004-05-31T15:52:00

2004-05-31T22:56:37Z

I don't know if you've felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning. pg. 94; The Perks of Being a Wallflower

new_voice @ 2004-03-05T19:49:00

2004-03-06T03:50:06Z

I found this shit on someone else's LJ. Thought it was kinda funny...

1) Be tough at all times.

2) Never cheer after a show...only clap.

3) Be open minded in a "punch people" kind of way

4) Only the good hardcore bands have names that are sentences with bad grammar. Boy Hits Car, Boy Sets Fire, Skycamefalling, Boy Sets Car-fire.

5) Ankles are tough so bring your socks down into your shoes so we can see them.

6) Tattoos are tough especially when they are on your calves. See Rule 3 on how to see said tattoo more clearly.

7) Wear your hoody in the mosh pit because sweating like a wild pig makes you look tough.

8) Don't admit you listen to heavy metal.

9) (Exception to rule 8) Only admit you listen to heavy metal if you think it is ironic and you wear 80's cheese metal shirts.

10) Be a non-conformist, just like all your friends.

11) Practice hardcore dancing in front of your mirror and then try them out the next time Atreyu comes to town.

12) A hardcore band is only original if you call it something-core. Example Screamcore, emocore, Screamocore, mathcore, or Medio-core.

13) Remember, it's fun to punch and kick kung fu style.

14) Keep it in the do-jo.

15) Real hardcore fans are called kids.

16) Complain how hardcore bands are playing with metal bands at all costs!

17) Have your own zine, website, production company or be in a band. Claim you are friends with the singer from Shai Hulud.

18) Tell people you work in the music industry.

19) More Ankles people!

20) Embrace everybody in the scene except for those people who are not you.

21) Refer to bands as old school or new school then act tough again.

22) Pretend that you get Dillinger Escape plan.

23) Shop at second hand stores and then go buy expensive shoes.

24) Beat people up and then go to bible study class.

25) Smoking and drinking and having sex before marriage is too trendy. Real hardcore tough guys abstain.

26) Whatever you do, don't let the singer on stage ever sing in the mic. Make sure you grab it from him and sing in it yourself, after all, you do a better job singing then him. It's a wonder they didn't put you on the album.

27) Start your own hardcore band.

28) Have your logo resemble some random 80's product for nostalgia.

29) Talk about the scene any chance you get. Say as many obscure hardcore bands from NJ as possible.

30) If you are shy start an emo band so you don't have to look at the audience.

31) People who know more bands than you are better than you.

32) Add the Letter X before and after important words. XhardcorekidX
XmoshfuckX

33) Never say "Did you hear the new Strung Out?" Unless you are attempting to be funny in which case stop it because hardcore kids are tough not funny.

34) It's merch not Merchandise.

35) Hardcore girls must wear head bands at all times.

36) Stretch your ears out to look more intimidating.

37) The bigger you stretch you ears out the more hardcore you are.

38) Your ear should be stretched out enough to accommodate a block of wood, a hubcap or a penis.

39) People in the front row are best used as a ladder/staircase to reach your goal...steal the mic away from the singer.

40) When people ask you if you like a band always say "I only like the old stuff" or "I haven't really gotten into the new stuff".

41) Buy all of that bands merch.

42) Wear your new merch at the next hardcore show.

43) Repeat steps 41 and 42

44) If you have to wear glasses make sure they are thick, black framed ones.

45) Don't tell anybody but make sure you try on your new vintage clothes and stud belt before heading out to see Poison the well.

46) Never admit you don't like Hatebreed and go see them live 12 times a year.

47) Complain that they are playing with slayer but don't admit you actually like Slayer.

48) Complain at all costs.

49) Tag team hardcore dancing is cool

50) Real hardcore kids are really struggling photographers.

51) You don't go to hardcore concerts, you go to hardcore shows. BIG difference.

52) Name your hardcore dance moves things like "The mother fuck" or "kick that guys ass move" or better yet....stay home and cry.

53) Protect your body from swinging limbs by sacrificing your two arms.

54) Scream about love.

55) All age venues are important so you are not tempted to drink.

56) Claim you know a guy who knows a guy whose best friend was standing next to the guy who got his ass kicked during Converge. Bash the hardcore scene and then go see The Get Up Kids.

57) Anytime somebody mentions a band always say you know somebody in the band.

58)Wear your pins with honour! Shai Halud, American Nightmare, Minor Threat and the purple heart of valour.

59) Velcro shoes are cool.

60) Don't admit that you have a crush on the singer from Walls of Jericho. If somebody asks, say you respect her as a musician only.

61) Your band name should contain one of the following words: Blood, Murder, Kill, Victim and butterfly.

62) Print your band name as if it was on a bad printing press. Actual graphics are for posers.

63) Sleep on a portrait painted prettier then everyone.

64) 100 bands from around the world to play in your city. All of them are the world's best hardcore bands. Every label represented, every hardcore genre present. The venue is the best all-ages venue in the world. Tickets are $1.00. It is your job to go around saying the festival should be free.

65) Record producers must make sure to pump the mid because mid is tough.

66) Re-issue your demos after every album.

67) When the band starts playing everybody join hands and make a big circle so we can watch the big kids play.

68) Crying on stage makes you a professional.

69) Complain some more.

70) Album covers must be made at home on Photoshop by your good friend.

71) If you are from New York NEVER smile in a promo pic. In fact always try to cross your arms and look into the camera as if you are going to beat up whom ever is looking.

72) If you are from New Jersey NEVER smile in a promo pic either. In fact try to look like you just lost your girl friend to the hardcore band from New York.

73) Never admit that Emo is Country music lyrics mixed with pop rock riffs and marketed by 17 year olds trying to make their friend be the next Dashboard Confessional.

74) American Idol is your worst enemy. (But you voted for Ruben)

75) You can get away with glitter on your face as long as your stretched ear plugs are clear.

76) Fuck beer, Got breast milk?

77) Bandanas are cool.

78) Bandanas with big X on them are cooler.

79) Bandanas with big X on them were cool last week you poser.

80) Your best friend is a guy named XattackX from Jersey who you chat with on MSN everyday. He is coming to see you one day. Really.

81) Chunky breakdowns in your songs are original and you should continue to do them despite every other band doing them which is clearly a rip off of your band.

82) Judge other bands and always compare them to the socio-cultural effects of the band Integrity.

83) Look up Socio-cultural in the dictionary and then get offended.

84) Green Day is the real reason you are still alive.

85) Describe your group of friends as "the scene" and then watch bootlegs of last weeks.

86) Obey the laws of the hardcore scene or forever be banished from the circle.

87) When somebody asks you what is hardcore respond with "I am hardcore" then punch somebody in the face for looking at you wrong.

88) Keep punching

89) Kick a little too

90) Punch

91) Add a threat about their mother for good measure.

92) Pretend you are won the fight then pickup your dismembered left arm.

93) You are wearing the same thing as the 40-year old gas pump attendant but for some strange mystical reason you are cooler than he is.

94) Tell everybody that Trustkill Records are too trendy.

95) Did you stop acting tough? I saw you hug that teddy bear.

96) Pierce you tits and tattoo your body.

97) Straight bangs means straight-edge

98) Being vegan means you can't swallow sperm.

99) When in doubt Mock everything

100) Take everything personally.

101) Assume this list is about you!

new_voice @ 2004-02-15T13:35:00

2004-02-15T21:35:47Z


Marriage is love.

Racist people suck.

2003-12-09T00:48:37Z

I got this in a foward today. It's so good.

a true storyThe following scene took place on a BA flight between Johannesburg and London.
A white woman, about 50 years old, was seated next to a black man.
Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess.
"Madam, what is the matter", the hostess asked.
"You obviously do not see it then?" she responded. "You placed me next to a black man.
I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a
repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat."
"Be calm please", the hostess replied, "almost all the places on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another place is available."

The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later.
"Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the
economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is
also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one place in the first
class."
Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued.
"It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the
economy class to sit in the first class However, given the
circumstances, the captain feels that it would be scandalous to make
someone sit next to someone sooooo disgusting."
She turned to the black guy, and said. "Therefore, Sir, if you would like
to please take your hand luggage because a seat awaits you in the first class."
At that moment, the other passengers who were shocked by what
they had just witnessed stood up and applauded.
This is a true story which
is not usually told.
If you are against racism, please send this message to all your friends,
please do not delete it
without sending it to at least one person.

new_voice @ 2003-12-01T17:22:00

2003-12-02T01:23:07Z

http://grouphug.us/
It's an interesting site that I been reading for awhile now.
It makes you laugh and feel disgusted all on the same page.

new_voice @ 2003-11-30T09:24:00

2003-11-30T17:25:05Z

The Buddy Christ is looking at me.

somewhere between

2003-11-10T21:47:00Z

I'm not smart enough to be a nerd. I'm not stink enough to be a turd. I fall somewhere right below the band geeks and right above the zeros.

Two Lovers Point

2003-11-08T01:01:37Z

The Legend of
Puntan Dos Amantes (Two Lovers Point)

Once long ago, in the time when Spain ruled Guam, there was a proud family living in Hagatna, the capital city. The father was a wealthy Spanish aristocrat and the mother was the daughter of a great Chamorro chief. The family owned land and were highly esteemed by all, Chamorro and Spanish alike.

Their daughter was a beautiful girl, admired by all for her honesty, modesty, and perfectly natural charm. Her beauty bestowed the greatest pride and dignity unto her family.

One day, the girl's father arranged for her to take a powerful Spanish captain as her husband. When the girl discovered this, she was so distraught that she ran from Hagatna all the way to the north of Guam until she found a secluded and peaceful shore.
There, on the moonlit shore, she met and fell in love with a young warrior from a very modest Chamorro family. He was gentle, with a strong build, and had eyes that search for meaning in the stars.

When the girl's father learned of the two lovers, he grew angry and demanded that she marry the Spanish captain at once. That day at sundown, she stole away to the same high point along the shore, and once again met her Chamorro lover.

Her father, the captain, and all the Spanish soldiers pursued the lovers up to the high cliff above Tumon Bay. The lovers found themselves trapped between the edge of the cliff and the approaching soldiers. All the young warrior could do was warn them to stay back, and the father ordered the soldiers to halt.

The lovers tied their long black hair into a single knot. And acting as if they were entirely alone, they looked deeply into each other's eyes and kissed for the final time. Then they leaped over the long, deep cliff into the roaring waters below.
Her father and all who remained rushed to the edge to stare in great anguish.

Since that day, Chamorros have looked to the jutting peak above Tumon Bay with reverence. The two lovers remain a symbol of true love--a love in which two souls are entwined forever in life and in death. Forever after, the high point on the cliff was known as Two Lovers Point.